For some reason I keep procrastinating. I keep meaning to, wanting to, get back into the swing of things before summer gets here and it's too late, but I stop myself every time. I'm scared I guess. I've made so many terrible choices the past few years... it's hard to imagine that something isn't going to come back and bite me in the ass. And so I do nothing. I hide. Which, of course, I'm very good at. But I don't want to do it anymore...
I guess it's just a matter of getting on with things and putting my fears aside. But that is easier said than done. They don't teach stuff like this at school. When it comes to sorting things out and really bringing a resolution to the past few years of my life I am at a stand still. I have no idea where to even begin... there is just so much to it. It boggles.
Tonight, I shan't procrastinate. I will accomplish what I set out to do. I will. Yup. Baby steps and junk.
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